Wednesday, 30 November 2016

Photography and editing by TeamDodder

Dear Reader,

This is Second story of “Who I am: it's a story of everything I've been through”.

As everybody need to speak for himself but in - what case one should go for defending?
Simple answer is your own distinct qualities which make you unique or special.
Here I am writing my own story,
What I can't change in myself
  1. My fundamental value
  2. Being brutally honest about my dislike
  3. Keep doing what I do and trust in my own decision which will lead to what I always wanted to become.
  4. Candidly speaking my heart
  5. Attitude of services and care for other
  6. Not caring about what other think of me.
I need to defend it in all circumstances because these points will help me to sell myself.

What are challenge in the front of me?
1.I am not sselfish
2. I am not unmotivated
3. And not lazy

These I need not to show in the front of world but to my own people because if I am able to create change in them then it's easy for others to change.

Let me transform this into reality.
I know you may think small things to do  but may takes years to became reality.

Dream big, Do Bigger!

Arpit

सतपुड़ा के पहाड़ - संजय कुमार शांडिल्य (कविता )



संजय कुमार शांडिल्य सर अभी स्कुल के बच्चोंं के साथ शैक्षणक भ्रमण पर पंचमढीं में हैं। 


सतपुड़ा के पहाड़
चढ़ाई में हाँफते बहुत हैं
उतराई में फिसलते बहुत हैं
घुटनों से लाचार
सतपुड़ा के बूढ़े पहाड़ हैं
अनुभवी हैं,फूले हुए हैं
सुलझाते हैं करोड़ो साल के
उलझे जीवन के ताने-बाने
तने हैं जैसे तना रहता है धनुष
जैसे झुका-झुका सा
पकी उम्र का स्वाभिमान
मही की अतीत की महानता
जागती है
इनके सोये-सोये कंधों पर
झूलती हुई घाटियाँ
जैसे जाँघ की पेशियाँ हैं
बचे-खुचे हैं
सख्त हैं
इकहरी इनकी देह में
टूटती-उखड़ती
चट्टानों की
झरती-बिखरती हड्डियाँ हैं
गूँजता है इनका आँगन
मधुमख्खियों से भरा हुआ
इन बूढ़े पहाड़ों की
शहद से मीठी पोतियाँ हैं
सर्रू के पेड़ो से लिपटकर
खिलती हैं वौगनबेलिया
जैसे विराट दुख खिलते हैं
ढलती उम्र में
जीवन के पहाड़ों के
थाम लेते हैं हम बेटों की तरह
कुछ कहे बिना
कंधों से सतपुड़ा के पहाड़ों को
लौटते हुए भर आती हैं आँखें
हम इनके साथ रहे भी
तो कितना रहेंगे
जानते हैं सतपुड़ा के पहाड़
हमारी पीठ देखते हैं
और हमारे लौट जाने के बाद
हमारा नाम पुकारते हैं
सतपुड़ा के पहाड़ ।

संजय कुमार शांडिल्य

Picture taken by Ujjwal kumar

Tuesday, 29 November 2016

Dodder Window is bilingual Newsletter Published by TeamDodder. Get you Copy via Email!!


DODDER Window

December Issue by TeamDodder

Celebrating Success of Mr Sanjay kumar shandilya

Congratulations Dear Teacher  Mr SK Shandilya Sir on Successful Publication of book आवाज़ भी देह है!
Dear Reader get copy of book and must read
पेश है “आवाज़ भी देह है” की चंद पंक्तियां
तुम हमारी आवाजें खा रहे हो
रूई के फाहों सी
हवाओं के दस्तक सी
निरपराध आवाजें।
यह शोर, इसकी आँखें हैं
जिस पर काली पट्टी बँधी है
मस्तिष्क है जिसमें उन्माद भरा है
इसके हाथ हैं लोहे के।
समुद्र के खारेपन से भरा
इस शोर में इस शोर की
जकङी हुई देह है ।


जरूर पढे.।
झुलसा हुआ चमन है आओ इसे हँसाएँ,
दो पल यहाँ गुजारो पत्थर भी गीत गाएँ ।
जो छूके लौटते हों रौशन नखत की बाहें
वो लोग पर्वतों में फिर शीश क्यों झुकाएँ ।
ये शाम की तन्हाई ये सहर का सन्नाटा ,
वे आजमायें हमको हम उनको आजमायें ।
इस रौशनी में मर्कुज हैं हादसों के घेरे
परवाने उङ रहे हैं डर है ये जल न जाएँ l
संजय कुमार शांडिल्य
Mr. Sanjay kumar shandilya is Assistant Master Political science at Sainik School. His poems are usually  published at Dodder page and blog.
Thanks Sir for all your Support

संजय कुमार शांडिल्य की कविता पढे।


कन्यादान

                    -वेद प्रकाश

कन्यादान से पहले,
उस कन्या का दान हो गया।
कब से इतना निर्दयी ,
तु मेरे भगवान हो गया ।
अभी अभी तो आयी थी
मनुज नही अवतारी थी।
जिसकी किलकारी से गुन्जता था आँगन
आज सन्नाटे मे गलियाँ सारी थी।
उस पिता के हृदय का हाल न पुछो
जिसके घर लक्ष्मी बन आयी थी।
गोदी मे जिसके थी वो खेली
जिससे उम्मीदे सारी थी।
उस माँ का तुम हाल न पुछो
जिन्दा है मगर जो लाश बन गई।
सुध-बुध खोए जो बैठी है
जिसकी बिटिया अब राख बन गई।
तु कब से इन्सान बन गया
कैसे किशोरी के प्राण हर गया।
पहले से पाषाण का था फिर
कब दिल से तु पाषाण हो गया।
कब से इतना निर्दयी....
तु मेरे भगवान हो गया ....2।
- वेद प्रकाश

Creative Arts made by my friend
Sanjay kumar for our soldiers during Diwali Puja.

From Editorial Advisor's Desk


By Asif Uzzaman


Being a writer in making, with many of my poems and stories published in different anthologies and because I am almost ready with a novel to come, I am explaining today what I always felt about the habit of reading. I believe that reading habits make a man what he becomes as a person. As the study of psychology also tells us that we are what we eat and we are what we read.


Read letter from Arpit who has written how his own vision has changed him in these year.

arpitrajray@gmail.com
Arpit Raj
November 26,  2016

Hello Reader,

First, a big thank you!

Oh Buddy! Today I realized how my vision changed me . It gives me immense pleasure and happiness to share with you.
I am sitting here thinking about the boy I was years back and changed man today with simple,trustworthy and pure heart. Though these years were full of ups and downs but it has been a tremendous learning experience. During these years I have made numbers of discoveries about myself and this beautiful world around me. I will continue inventing new ways to conquer over my doubts or insecurities.
In my junior class I always wanted to make change but today I am convinced that all you need to make impact in individual,one person at a time, starting from those around you. If you have made at least one person's life better, you have created change. My younger do not stop praising me to whom I always said to better and more creative than me.
I am main actor of my life and just do what makes me  happy even if it's not a popular decision rather paying attention to society. Thus I took Commerce stream to pursue in senior Secondary class. Explore your interest and passion as much as possible. You may not have time later because you may take your job as busy work.
I learn from my mistake that follow your instinct and trust your judgement that inner voice is a lot wiser than you may think people will always have something to say about you. If it's not this ,it will that but you keep doing your things.
I always have strong belief in my value that never change your fundamental core and value for another person. The only person you ever have to impress is yourself. You must learn to set your boundaries. In sainik school I have been moulded into fiercely bold and throw people curveball. They have tough time playing with you. I learnt to work hard and play hard,Don’t forget to unleash your inner wild child every now and then.
It is with this vision people say to me or even my mother that I have changed a lot in these years but I am happy I changed myself and now moving ahead with शीशे वाली छवि। a lifestyle Changing Informal Non-Profit as my Secondary Duty managed by TeamDodder.
I am moving into years with incremental journey,meeting incredibly inspiring people along the way and have to learn more from them. I am trying to articulate this transformative power through Dodder where I will stand to make my word in action .
If you saw me today, you wouldn't recognize me but you will be proud of me.
Lots of love,
Head up high!

Arpit
A revolt of hearts
-kr. Aayush
A all time contributor to our website

"But why?" He shouted as soon as she ended.
"Because I don't wish it to continue." She said. Her voice so grin and her expressions too hard.
They had been dating each other for the 10 months when that afternoon, she declared something peculiar.

'You were not of my type since the day I gave you some of my time. You are so dumb that all you could take your girlfriend to, was at KFC. And that too with your scooty. You know, he took me to places which drove me crazy each time. His choices were the best. You are just a boredom and your taste, well they are more like a person who loves chicken is being forced to eat bread and milk.' She had bursted out when he revolted.
For the first time had he spoken so loud and sharp to her.
Our Special Thanks to Asif Uzzaman Editorial Advisor and all contributor to our newsletter.
We at Dodder always welcome your writing for publication on our blog and page
Editor- Arpit Raj
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editor.dodder@outlook.com
Kankarbagh,Patna-20(Bihar).

Saturday, 26 November 2016

Who I am: it's a story of everything I've been through. Must Read!!

"Who I am : it's a story of everything I've been through ",which is series of story getting Launched today by Team Dodder on very special day of Arpit.
Arpit Raj
November 19, 2016

Hello Reader,

First, a big thank you!

Oh Buddy! Today I realized how my vision changed me . It gives me immense pleasure and happiness to share with you.
I am sitting here thinking about the boy I was years back and changed man today with simple,trustworthy and pure heart. Though these years were full of ups and downs but it has been a tremendous learning experience. During these years I have made numbers of discoveries about myself and this beautiful world around me. I will continue inventing new ways to conquer over my doubts or insecurities.
In my junior class I always wanted to make change but today I am convinced that all you need to make impact in individual,one person at a time, starting from those around you. If you have made at least one person's life better, you have created change. My younger do not stop praising me to whom I always said to better and more creative than me.
I am main actor of my life and just do what makes me  happy even if it's not a popular decision rather paying attention to society. Thus I took Commerce stream to pursue in senior Secondary class. Explore your interest and passion as much as possible. You may not have time later because you may take your job as busy work.
I learn from my mistake that follow your instinct and trust your judgement that inner voice is a lot wiser than you may think people will always have something to say about you. If it's not this ,it will that but you keep doing your things.
I always have strong belief in my value that never change your fundamental core and value for another person. The only person you ever have to impress is yourself. You must learn to set your boundaries. In sainik school I have been moulded into fiercely bold and throw people curveball. They have tough time playing with you. I learnt to work hard and play hard,Don’t forget to unleash your inner wild child every now and then.
It is with this vision people say to me or even my mother that I have changed a lot in these years but I am happy I changed myself and now moving ahead with lobfuryNews as my Secondary Duty managed by TeamDodder.
I am moving into years with incremental journey,meeting incredibly inspiring people along the way and have to learn more from them. I am trying to articulate this transformative power through lobfuryNews where I will stand to make my word in action and journey begin with this Birthday to make impact and spread empathy among my people.
If you saw me today, you wouldn't recognize me but you will be proud of me.
Lots of love,
Head up high!

Arpit

Friday, 25 November 2016

Demonetisation of Currency: Success so far

I would like to start my Article with
A kashmiri middle class man Afzal Rehman who wrote a open letter to PM Mr Narendra Modi.
He wrote...
“The whole India thinks about Black Money but Kashmiris think about survival. We never thought this decision of yours would give us our lives back, but it certainly did.
There wasn’t any stone pelting on streets, though the forces were there but pelters were not. Within one or two days traffic started moving in the valley. We opened our shops, there were people in the market. We could certainly see some happy faces.
With all this positive happened- We all sat together and started talking about what went well? We came to the conclusion that these separatists have had only 500/1000 rupee notes which no one is taking now.
I don’t know what rest of India thinks but we in the valley are very happy with the decision.”
Exploring from Past history I come to know that
Similar demonetisation of banknote denominations have been taken in the past. In January 1946, banknotes of 1000 and 10000 rupee were withdrawn and new notes of 1000, 5000 and 10000 rupee were introduced in 1954. The Janata Party coalition government had again demonetised banknotes of 1000, 5000 and 10000 rupee on 16 January 1978 as a means to curb counterfeit money and black money. But with time again Prime Minister Shri Narendra Modi  in an unscheduled live televised address to the nation at 20:15 IST. In the announcement, Modi declared circulation of all ₹500 and ₹1000 banknotes of the Mahatma Gandhi Series as invalid effective from the midnight of the same day, and announced the issuance of new ₹500 and ₹2000 banknotes of the Mahatma Gandhi New Series in exchange for the old banknotes.
In the present economical situation, black money has inflated prices in real estate, gold and a few other sectors, making it a challenge for a common Indian citizen to invest. However the government’s attempt to curb black money will significantly lower the prices in such sectors.
Demonetization would not only repair internal economic issues, but also tackles funding to terrorism. Counterfeit money is one of the main sources of funding for activities related to terrorism . Also, corrupted government officials and politicians who have earned in illegal ways will have no other option to put that money into usage.
Though there is some problems prevailing to people but for short time but for long time ease to them.
I would like to share,
An Inspiration story of a taxi driver, who sacrificed his share of money for a passenger carrying only Rs 500 notes, has set an example for fellow citizens. Furthermore he said “Even if I earn a little less money, it’ll slightly difficult to manage but that’s the case with everyone. I’ll consider this as my contribution to the country’s growth”
There is Applauding reaction from International Leaders and Magazine.
Singapore-based paper The Independent published a laudatory article on the move titled "Modi does a Lee Kuan Yew to stamp out corruption in India." Lee Kuan Yew was the Singaporean Prime Minister and is considered the architect of modern Singapore. "From making up his mind to rolling it out, a new Lee Kuan Yew is born in India. It will be reflected in the legacy of this Prime Minister”, the article said.
Beside this Justin Rowlatt BBC South Asia Correspondent, Vice President of European Commission Jyrki Katainen , Swedish Minister of Enterprises all praised decision calling it as strengthening indian economy.
The present demonetization process has laid trap for smaller rats; it has potential to break all illegal transactions in real estate, gold, and a few other sectors where circulation of unaccounted money has reached saturation point. However the dinosaurs are safeguarding their money overseas; recovering it should be the primary focus of the government.
Thank to all of you for your patience to Read this  Article !!!

Thursday, 24 November 2016

संजय कुमार शांडिल्य की कविता उस रात के बाद।

1.उस रात के बाद

बाजार अचानक सोलहवीं सदी का
बंदरगाह हो गया
करोड़ो वर्ष की बनी हुई
पृथ्वी
अचानक थम गई
इधर दुनिया ब्रह्मा के इशारे
की प्रतीक्षा में है
सिर्फ चूहों के दाँत में
चिपके हैं लकड़ी के बुरादे
हजारों देह गुँजलक बाँधे
पड़ी है
होठों पर मुस्कुराहट
ही हमारा ऐश्वर्य था
अँधेरों का
बच्चों की मूँदी हुई
आँखें आसमान की तरह खुली
कत्लोगारत के बाद
झींगुरों से थक चुकी
गलियाँ शामिल थी अब
एक बहशी शोर में
मुहल्ले में पहली बार
उजाला आया था
अब हम बिना नख-दंत
एक-दूसरे को नोच रहे हैं
काँच पर फैलते रक्त
की तरह सुबह हुई है ।

संजय कुमार शांडिल्य

2.
देह गुम हुई परछाई में
रूह हुई ग्लोबल ।
दुनिया फैली पर मानवता
सुकड़ी चली गई
दीवारों की माटी
लोनी उखड़ी चली गई
वेष-भाव-भाषा में
हम हैं कितनी बुरी नकल ।
गिफ्ट नहीं दे पाया भाई
कार्ड नहीं भेजे
सीनों में आ धँसे ननद के
तानों के नेजे
ससुराली दो-चार साल में
बहनें गई बदल
मिनटों में आकाश छू गई
लाखों बिकी हुई खलिहानें
लाचारी के द्वार-द्वार पर
पनसारी की खुली दुकानें
घर के नजदीकी रिश्तों को
अजगर गया निगल ।

संजय कुमार शांडिल्य

Mr Shandilya Sir is published author and teacher at Sainik school. TeamDodder is thankful to him for his permission to publish his poetry.

Thursday, 17 November 2016

About My New Organization शीशे वाली छवि

Hello!!
On my coming Birthday I am not looking for gift but to spread message which I learn from my school with my new creative Initiative,
शीशे वाली छवि.
dodderteam.blogspot.com

My Teacher Poem which I love reading to motivate myself.

झुलसा हुआ चमन है आओ इसे हँसाएँ,
दो पल यहाँ गुजारो पत्थर भी गीत गाएँ ।
जो छूके लौटते हों रौशन नखत की बाहें
वो लोग पर्वतों में फिर शीश क्यों झुकाएँ ।
ये शाम की तन्हाई ये सहर का सन्नाटा ,
वे आजमायें हमको हम उनको आजमायें ।
इस रौशनी में मर्कुज हैं हादसों के घेरे
परवाने उङ रहे हैं डर है ये जल न जाएँ ।
संजय कुमार शांडिल्य
I believe a boy would not have taken Cigarette in mouth if he would not compromised with his value. But i am interested in knowing why he did so?

And Answer is for Outward Appearance or Personality which he want to show to others.

I am still learning but my secondary Duties after study lies in Mission and Value of शीशे वाली छवि:-
My Values:-
1.हम समाज की परिभाषा नहीं बदल सकते, पर अपनी बदल सकते हैं।
2.विचारों की सुंदरता अहम है।
3. अपने मन और दिल को बच्चों की तरह साफ़ रखें तब यह दुनिया आपके लिए स्वर्ग की तरह ही है।
I am sure I will be successful convincing about self love, Value and God given qualities to them. This is my mission.

Though I am student and it my secondary Duties to spread what I feel and love.

Good luck, Stay Supportive!

Arpit

Tuesday, 15 November 2016

Real Beauty lies in heart --by Editor Arpit

शीशे वाली छवि
DøddërTeam’s Initiative

Real Beauty lies in heart!
By Arpit Raj

Seeing people so fashionable with their dresses,hair style and shoes. I thought writing on ; Does Really our physical appearance matter?
I researched forward many day to write exactly what need to be understand by these people. I come to know your beauty never reflect from outward appearance but it lies within heart such as trust and respect for others.
We need to understand our body has been masterfully designed by loving creator. He cover up our bodies with beautiful heat to reflect how beautiful you are .
One my friend Shahid wrote on his timeline which i would like to share with you. He wrote;
"They say; you have beautiful eyes;never close them.
I say it's not about my eyes;
It's about your heart which will see them beautiful even when i m dead"

This is real beauty which you should understand.
Now a day we are more focusing on how my hair style, clothes or shoes instead it should be of gentle and quiet spirit.

I am not telling outward appearance does not matter or pay no attention to it. I am taking about giving excessive attention to physical appearance rather than your inner beauty of heart.

Your outward appearance need to reflect your heart that is simple,honest and pure.

By Arpit 

चलो कोई कविता पढ़ते हैं!--- By Mr Sanjay kumar shandilya

चलो कोई कविता पढ़ते हैं

सूने कदमों का जीवन है,चलो कोई कविता पढ़ते हैं ,
चारोसू घनघोर विजन है,चलो कोई कविता पढ़ते हैं ।
रचे हुए में कुछ तो जीवन जैसा रचा हुआ हो
शायद मन का चाहा बंधन-मुक्ति बचा हुआ हो
इधर व्यर्थ का सिंधु-महन है,चलो कोई कविता पढ़ते हैं ।
कोई तो कपास सा हल्का स्वप्न देखता होगा
कोई तो लिखता होगा सच जीवन जीया-भोगा
थका हुआ जगमग जूठन है,चलो कोई कविता पढ़ते हैं ।
कहीं तो हाँडी की खुरचन सा सोंधा स्वाद मिलेगा
कहीं तो राम करे सब मंगल हो संवाद मिलेगा
जिसमें अपना घर-आँगन है,चलो कोई कविता पढ़ते हैं ।
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Editor's visit to Fisherman's workplace

# _TeamDodder is Thankful to # _Editor who visited Fisherman’s workplace and written about their life style.
Editor's Pen
Visit to Fisherman's workplace Today I got a chance to visit workplace of a fisherman though it was not beside river but a small pond in village’s fields. Talking with them whether they stay permanently here. Man replied that it's temporary till the time pond do not get dry. Every day they eat food carried by family members who lives in village. Whole day they are busy in catching fish to sell in evening hut. Their children go to government school and help in work also.
Generally fish get sell with price of Rs.100/120 per kg which is only source of income for them.
I observed the satisfaction on their face of their work despite of low irregular income. Placing myself in their shoes. it will be not possible for me to lead this tough life.

A Poem on Recent Note Scraping written by Saurabh Roy -a student

मोदी ने विस्फोट किया है,
भ्रष्टों पर आघात हुआ,
काला धन गोरा करने का
, कारोबार समाप्त हुआ.
भ्रष्टों ने थीं भरीं तिजोरी, कुछ नोटों पर सोते थे
,स्मगलर-आतंकी मिले हुए, काला धन ही ढोते थे.
जाली नोटों के व्यापारी, व्यवस्था को थे ताप रहे,
नम्बर दो के कारोबारी काले धन को थे खाप रहे.
सरकारी लोग घूंस खाते बदनामी करते जाते थे,घटिया कामों-सामानों से, जनता को खूब सताते थे.
छापे और कोर्ट-कचहरी से हाथ नहीं कुछ आता था,
नाटक-नौटंकी चलती थी, देश तो लुटता जाता था.
बड़े-बड़े अफसर घर बैठे, बाल हैं अपने नोच रहे
करें जमा धन का अब क्या, एक-दूसरे से पूछ रहे.
गजब है ढाया मोदी ने, काले धन पर है वार किया,
बिना बम, टैंक, जहाजों के, शांतिपूर्ण संहार किया.
कष्ट तो होगा लोगों को भी, धैर्य से उसको सहन करें,
देश हमारा बढ़ता जाए, हम सब भी कुछ वहन करें.
ले जाएंगे मोदी आगे, लोगों ने था विश्वास किया,
अच्छे दिन जल्दी आएँगे, मोदी ने है आभास दिया.
By Saurabh Roy

Thursday, 10 November 2016

Thanks #_Sanjay_Kumar_Shandilya_Sir for sharing beautiful poem.
#_TeamDodder always learn the things which we can see but doesn't feel.
तैरती हुई बत्तखों का गीत

कविता में मैं धीरे-धीरे समझता हूँ
घट रहे को
तेज है,बहुत तेज घटना
जैसे आसपास सबकुछ अनघटा हो
वापिस करना और चीजों को
मंथर गति से चलाकर देखना
नदी के पानी को पीने से पहले
गमछे से छानने जैसा
मजूर के होंठ मुजफ्फरपुर में
बिचलते हैं
और उसका दर्द समस्तीपुर में
समझ आता है
कमाने जा रहे किसान की आँख
पूर्णिया में लाल होती है
उसका गाल लुधियाना, अमृतसर में
गीला होता है
कैरो में फसल नहीं आती किसी साल
तो लंदन में सिहरता है अफ्रीका
लौटता हूँ तो तैरती हुई बत्तखों की
आँखों से झील देख पाता हूँ
लिखना वैसे ही है लौटकर बहुत
देर बाद लिखना
खिला हुआ बुरांश और लाल
और खिला हुआ
पहाड़ों से उतरते हुए जैसे दिखा
पहाड़
वहाँ होते हुए नहीं दिखाई पड़ता है
तुम चाहते हो चल रहे पर्दे पर
झूठी रौशनी में
मैं कोई बात कह दूँ
जिसे तुम मेरे खिलाफ दिन भर
इस्तेमाल करो
माना कि यह चमकीली और भव्य
स्टुडियो जैसी दुनिया तुम्हारी है
तुम इसके मालिक हो
मैं यहाँ देर तक बोलने से पहले
बैठ कर सोच नहीं सकता हूँ
माना कि मेरे लिए अब
कहीं किसी स्टेशन पर
कोई वेटिंगरूम नहीं है
मैं चलती हुई ट्रेन के आगे छलांग
नहीं मारूंगा
जैसे शिथिल पंखो की उष्मा से
अंडों से बाहर झाँकती है नई बत्तख
मैं कविताएँ आत्महत्या के विरुद्ध
जीवन के पक्ष में लिखता हूँ ।

संजय कुमार शांडिल्य
#dodderPoem

Thursday, 3 November 2016

Poem written by Mr SK Shandilya

Thanks #_Sanjay_Kumar_Shandilya_Sir for sharing beautiful poem.
#_TeamDodder always learn the things which we can see but doesn't feel.
तैरती हुई बत्तखों का गीत

कविता में मैं धीरे-धीरे समझता हूँ
घट रहे को
तेज है,बहुत तेज घटना
जैसे आसपास सबकुछ अनघटा हो
वापिस करना और चीजों को
मंथर गति से चलाकर देखना
नदी के पानी को पीने से पहले
गमछे से छानने जैसा
मजूर के होंठ मुजफ्फरपुर में
बिचलते हैं
और उसका दर्द समस्तीपुर में
समझ आता है
कमाने जा रहे किसान की आँख
पूर्णिया में लाल होती है
उसका गाल लुधियाना, अमृतसर में
गीला होता है
कैरो में फसल नहीं आती किसी साल
तो लंदन में सिहरता है अफ्रीका
लौटता हूँ तो तैरती हुई बत्तखों की
आँखों से झील देख पाता हूँ
लिखना वैसे ही है लौटकर बहुत
देर बाद लिखना
खिला हुआ बुरांश और लाल
और खिला हुआ
पहाड़ों से उतरते हुए जैसे दिखा
पहाड़
वहाँ होते हुए नहीं दिखाई पड़ता है
तुम चाहते हो चल रहे पर्दे पर
झूठी रौशनी में
मैं कोई बात कह दूँ
जिसे तुम मेरे खिलाफ दिन भर
इस्तेमाल करो
माना कि यह चमकीली और भव्य
स्टुडियो जैसी दुनिया तुम्हारी है
तुम इसके मालिक हो
मैं यहाँ देर तक बोलने से पहले
बैठ कर सोच नहीं सकता हूँ
माना कि मेरे लिए अब
कहीं किसी स्टेशन पर
कोई वेटिंगरूम नहीं है
मैं चलती हुई ट्रेन के आगे छलांग
नहीं मारूंगा
जैसे शिथिल पंखो की उष्मा से
अंडों से बाहर झाँकती है नई बत्तख
मैं कविताएँ आत्महत्या के विरुद्ध
जीवन के पक्ष में लिखता हूँ ।

संजय कुमार शांडिल्य
#dodderPoem